Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Lessons i'Ve Learned...


Things I've just learned in life....."In this world, it's hard to tell who's true and who's not; people may be good at d beginning and be cruel in the end. if they know you're weak, there’s a possibility that they will hurt you; they can make you fall in love but after loving them back; they can leave you… psychological human attitude often occurs that people isn’t much interested with the food on their own plate. Never allow somebody to be your priority when in fact you're just his option. It just feels so good to fall in love but be sure you’re ready to shed tears because most of the times, it hurts. Cowardly manner it may seem, but for sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, it is still wiser not to have that person back again..

"
Never allow somebody to be your priority when in fact you're just his option." -majho

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

EMOTE2x ang LOLA mo..




hmmm..its finally over..yeah, me & my papa just broke up a while ago..for real..biruin mo un..well at least..im happy kc once & for all nkapag-decide na xa..i've been waiting for that time na sasabihin nya na "Hey loka,nkapili na qoh!" ...lol...though nde favorable saken ung decision its ok..maybe he's not really 4 me & im not 4 him...he chose her..why? kc im not there daw 4 him..and the other gurl? isang text lng,reply agad...nde nea ba naisip n gnun ang ginawa q b4 4 him..but it seems that nkalimutan nea na un..that's bullshit..he's asking me to help him..nde nea alam i need his help too...nde nea lam n sa game n 2, aqoh ang pinakamalaki ang sinugal cause eventhough i know that sobrang tagilid me when it comes to distance & time...because mahal q xa khit lam qong pwede me matalo in the end..tinaya q pati puso qoh..sounds corny..hehe..pero corny nman lhat pag in love right?


its hard when ur fighting for someone pero mismong taong un nde lumalaban 4 u..or minsan xa mismo klaban u..kc he's mgulo..to be honest? im sooo hurt...i don't wanna cry..promise..im so...so.. hurt..GOsh ang weird qoh! Why do u have to cry 4 someone na prang s ibang planeta nktira?..DAmN..love tlaga,so weird...ewan qoh ba..nde q ren maexplain weh...maybe that's LOve..stupid, complicated.. mxado kc me ng-expect sa relationship nmen.,we're so happy.,i know its wrong pero sabi nga its d feeling that makes it right.,sarap kc to finally found someone na halos kapareho mo..mdalas pa may mngyari sameng dlawa.,i don't know if coincidence lng un or what..but the sad thing is eventhough i know nman na love kren nman nea khit papano..he didn't fight 4 it...now im wondering if dhil im super sweet lng kea ngus2han nea me..DUH...nging sweet lng nman me because of him weh..dhil i love him................Fuck that love (im not sure if allowed ung term n2 sa blog..) Hmf..he'll miss me kea..? ung pagke-care q 4 him...txts..kols..i dont know................la me dapat gwin kundi to 4get him na....bdtrip pa wlang makaintindi sa problem q kc nga sobrang imposible nga................mero nga ng-offer ng help..sus balak nmang mangarir pa saken....Haller??ganda nea tumyming ha...nppadami na tuldok q ah...huhuhuhuh..haisssst......ilaro q nlng 2 house of the dead..isipin q nlng every zombie cla un...GOsh im not making any sense now.....cge nah..shit xa.

SaNa pWeDenG i-ctrl+alt-delete ung utak ng tao..


Nalimutan mo na ba ang mga pangako mo... na ang sabi mo'y ako ang tanging nasa puso mo...isang araw na ang lumipas simula ng ipanalangin kong sana hindi ko na lang tinupad yung pangako ko.OO! yung pangako ko sa'yo na MAMAHALIN KITA!!!Mukhang tumatambling ang mga anghel ngayon sa kalangitan dahil sa kagalakang nauntog ako at nalamang wala naman talaga tayong patutunguhan pero..................................................malaking bahagi ng puso ko ang sabay na nalunod at nauhaw. Kailangan kitang malimutan. Kulot na ang katinuan ko pero di pa yun sapat para kalimutan ang lahat. Naisip ko, walang control+alt+delete yung utak ko para idelete yung mga kasalukuyang bagay na bumabayo sa aking diwa..LOL,.wait cno ka ba para mglasing ako..? cno ka nga ba?

HiS Fave Song daW.,




"anu pinaka-fave song u?"
...how did i fall in love with u..
"as in pinaka?"
...uu,my meaning kc sken un weh at special un sken..
...fave q un dhil seo..mama..
"sus..chicken..namn.,ang gulo mo talaga.."
...hehehehe...


Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

Monday, January 5, 2009

Am i doing the right thing of letting u go..


loving someone means taking a great risk
coz you're not sure that they'll love you
just like what a broken man said
"some people are not meant to be in your life
no matter how you want them to be"
i want to tell you i love you
but all i can do is stay and cry in silence
suddenly i realize my heart is suffering form dumbness
losing all those strength
to move on,to forget about him
coz i know it would be better
if i'll juz walk away without any single word
because this heart is really torned i cant fight this feeling
cant hold on to nothing
i dont want you to see
how this stupid heart starts breaking
sorry if i had love you
and for not making you feel the same way too
now its time to move on
its time to step behind
and leave all those empty spaces
let this feeling from me unwind
but before i go
always remeber
"FOR EVERY TEAR THAT FALLS FROM YOUR EYES
TWO FELL FROM MINE"
With all my heart and soul..im so willing to sacrifice myself..surrender my own happiness..just to see u happy.. -majho

CornY But trUe...

***Few quotes that ive read from the net.,its kinda corny.,sobra.,pero that's what i feel.,

ang love prang sugal. mnsan talo, mnsan pnalo, mnsan tiba-tiba, mnsan bawi lng. pro lam mo kng ano mskit? ang mkta mong pnlo kana sna. kso nde ka 2maya..

Sabi nila "iwanan mo na". sabi ko "ayoko". sabi nila "okay pa?" sabi ko "ayos lang". then tinanong nila ko isang araw "kaya mo pa ba?" napaluha ako habang sinasabi, "mahal ko eh, kaya kakayanin ko".

ang hirap mainlove noh? Nkklito, hrap unawain. Bkit kaya ganun? Kung ano pa ung pnakamgandang ngyari sa buhay mo, sa bandang huli, xa ang mgigng pinakamasakit na alaala mo.

Iniwan kita di dahil ayoko na sayo. tinalikuran kita di dahil galit ako sayo, lumayo ako di dahil ayaw na kitang makita, umalis lang ako kasi ayaw ko nang umiyak habang nakikita kang masaya...sa piling niya

mskit I-give up ang feelings mo sa isang tao, pro minsan kelangn gwin dhil sa skit. Pero ang 2nay n mskit eh ung aminin mo sa srili mo n ang giniv-up mo ay ung taong lam mong mka2pgpligaya sayo.

mdali paglaruan ang pag-ibig. Mdali manakit ng damdamin ng iba! Mdali magpaiyak ng taong ngmmhal sau! Pero mhirap mkakita ng 22ong taong mgmamahal sau!

mnsan tnutulak mo ang isang tao playo sayo. Kc alam mong bblik din xa, pero mag-ingat ka sa pagtulak mo kc bka pg nrealize mong mhalaga sya syo, dmo n xa mhila pblik syo.


You came into my life so fast...
Never crossed my mind, that someone like you
would really fall in love with me...and that i will fall for you too..

But we have come to know each other...
I've known your secrets... you've known mine...
We have shared lot of things in common...
then I would start building dreams with you...

I'd tell you my hopes and dreams... that...

I hoped one day, I'll be in your arm forever...
and you will never let me go...
for in your arms, I'll be safe...

I hoped one day, we'll be together somewhere...
away from the people who wants us to be apart..

I hoped one day, that I could be with you...
get lost in your kisses... in your love...

I want you in my life forever...

Be the keeper of my heart...

Please stay with me my love...

I love you so much...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

wHen i MeT u..



it is you who save me from loneliness.
from being miserable and crying every night
because of you I'm learning to forget everything that has happened to me
because of you, I am trying my best to let go of the lost love i had..
you understand me.
you loved me.
i am grateful to God to meet such a wonderful person like you..