LOVE IS LIKE A BUS STOP..

Love is like a bus stop, there's always going to be another opportunity for the bus to stop again - if we are ready for it at the bus stop. Sometimes we don't ever think we could possibly find someone better than that one we are in love with that doesn't return the love back, but that's not true..

We won't be ready to find it we are pining for a love that is not healthy or returned. We owe it to ourselves to always know what we deserve what's best and what's healthy.,Stop being around that person if possible. If you can't, then think in your mind about how wonderful it would be to actually find someone special that returns your love. Tell yourself that u deserve it., We can't control love no matter how hard we try. It's just one of those things but we can choose to love again..:) 

ONE LAST LOOK

I was checking other blogs that i used to follow when i was still active here on blogspot when i saw my ex Luis's blog site...i didnt know he made a post a month after we broke up..i was suprised..good thing ive read it only now cause if its like 4mos earlier that would hurt a lot..here's a part of what he wrote:


...Today i would like to tell everyone about how everything is going well my mom has gotten a promotion and we was gonna move to ohio but her boss messed up the contract so we are going to move to Pennsylvania to work over there and live and hopefully we can just stay in one spott.^_^.............but on the other hand im really sad because i had let someone really dear to me go and i had to she might not know it but it was for her own good she will find someone better in her own country and not only am i sad over that im sad because its really hard to find the best girl friend she was the one but she was far away u know we would tell each other about getting a job and meeting each other but the way i see it is so outrageous like it was so kool theres no words to explain the feelings and the thoughts of those times i just wish some day i can find a girl like that over here and on another note i saw my ex girl friends myspace pic with her new man there like in Amsterdam right now having fun and what not i was really happy for her and sadden at the same time....


I sent him a message on facebook after a moment of being speechless lol.,though we could have been good together.,im happy that we're both pursuing our career.,and after all the good and bad things that happened.,maybe its really for the better :)

ME TALKING WITH RADIO DJ PAPA DAN of 97.1 LS FM

im waiting for this video to finish uploading....
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stil waiting....


oh its a voice record of me and Radio DJ Papa Dan (i guess last september..)...bored lang hahaha..avid listener kasi si sister qoh...though im not,minsan qoh lang kc maabutan.. i tried it na ren..just for fun :P (NOTE: most of the infos i gave nde totoo..ahmm actually ung age & look alike ata..wla kc me maisip nman po.,funny ung first guy mukhang ayaw sken lol.,but yeah this is an entertaining program.,lalo n pg bored u.,keke... )
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tagal....wait..wait..wait...
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the program is called "Wanted Sweetheart" pala..they'll try to hook u up with someone over the phone..its funny and weird..i forgot the name of the guy, but when we finally talked over the phone, ahmmmm i find him a lil weird cause he talks a lot about ghosts and stuffs..or maybe im just a scared scooby :P..
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bored...ill brb...browse muna sa ibang sites..
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BACK! still? -_-
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i guess this might take a while because youtube rejected it coz its kinda long..so yeah..wait pa ren...
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AT LAST!! anyways those are some of the pics of  Papa Dan..he's cute nman pla weh ^_^

BACK IN THE BIZ

here i am..im back...cause one of my guy friends asked me to make some posts cause its been a long time since my last post here.( 4 mos ago i think.. my emo moments..lol)....let's call him mr.aree..(yeah that's his nickname, what a weird nickname for someone named Mark right?) ..


He called me the day after new year ata..and he told me that he saw my blog on my gmail account..(tama ba?)..and i thought he was referring to my other blog on TUMBLR (my not-so personal one..) .. and i was a lil bit shocked and embarassed na ren cause most of my stupidness when it comes to "LURVE


ok wait will continue this posts..have a meeting with someone regarding a job!! ciao sorry!!

I DON'T LOVE YOU

Like so many that have been in love, the word LOVE has been used and abused, neglected, taken advantage of, lied to, cheated on, and sometimes even forgotten. Used to be that the word 'love' could pump the breaks on a conversation and leave somebody feeling utterly speechless..Now, it's used to fill in breaks in conversations and pump reason back into why you can't leave someone who's making you feel utterly useless.

So, you see..I, I don't want to "EL OH VEE EE YOU", but i do want to take those letters, flip them backwards, and use them to spell the beginning of the word "EVOLVE".., because i want us to grow into something indescribable by just one word.

I don't want to love, but i do want to make you like my childhood bestfriend, so that no matter how many times we hurt each other or beat each other up inside, i know we can always make up again.

And i want to show you off to the world, a permanent connection, so perfectly passionate that i can sit you on the opposite side of the jam packed arena , look at you once, and have them everybody know that you're my guy..:)

Luis and my new pup Sachi

hi! last Sunday, November 14, i bought a new puppy.,Saint Bernard crossbreed xa.,i named her "Christmas" (cause christmas is my fave celebration.,) but then i changed it to Sachi cause sabi ni mama palitan daw...ehehe...omg sobrang gastos.,sa dog food.,sa vitamins and pa-check up...haist.....kakapang-hinayang.,mahal ng pgkabili pati maintennance mahal den hehe.,but i love my puppy so ok lng.,at 1st mejo ng-worry me ksi matamlay at 3 days nde kumakain.,but now im glad kc super kulit na nea.,un nga lang sumobra ang kulit.,huhuhu.,lage nanghaharot...:(

and now its November 23.,now q lng naalala n my account pla q d2 so aun.,natuwa me n mbasa ung mga old entries q.,kay aaron pa pla me baliw nun hahhaha.,i skipped the part when me and Luis were together.,sayang ,,dami q ren kalokahan at that time.,but anyways ive moved on and happy now..! im planning to apply for work sa abroad.,bale sa Dec 7, appointment sched qoh for passport.,i can't wait.,im so excited.,:) 

bale now kkrating q lng from UST.,ngpa-check up me sa derma kc my rashes me.,huhuhuhu..,now mejo phirapan na kung ano pede gmitin.,sayang kc kkbili q lng ng tomato soap q.,but now they advised me to use Cetaphil instead.,haisst..,so un lng.,laro muna me.,babayooo!

BECAUSE I'M A GIRL

i totally can relate to the lyrics of this song..although i kinda mixed up the lyrics from two sources..made this AMV last month, just uploaded it just now cause im feeling ok watching it.. no more pain :)
hope you'll like it guys!

its a compilation of some love animes i enjoyed and could have enjoy.,keke

credit goes to the owner of the clips and music that i used..sossli and mwm..

the last video i made i think...made it last September 11, 2010..now qoh lang na-post kc mejo naging tamad aqoh mgpost here sa blog qoh...this was the time when im still recovering from my ex  (Luis) break up..lol! emo...but now im ok so yeah here's "Because I'm a Girl by Kiss ^_^

RANDOM THOUGHTS..Bored...No Internet

Well its one of my boring nights..nothing to do but just stare in front of my pc...i just had my cross stitch moments a while ago while watching boxing with my papa..its a cute cherub and quite big, can't wait till its done! it's super cute, my late aunt had the same cherub cross stitch but she gave it out to someone who gave her a computer..well its a fair exchange..it would be a nice gift too.,i've made quite a few designs before but wasn't really able to finish it..i made a big "anime" one, it's Dennis from Yu-yu Hakusho's Ghost Fighter..( i still have a few of my Ghostfighter cards,i have it for like 15 yrs now ^_^ i put it on an album )since he's my ultimate crush at that time lol.,but yeah my mom gave it out, cause one of our guy neighbors really liked it.,and i was so mad when i found out.,and yeah my first cross stitch was Pooh..and 2 bears with "iloveu" design at the sides..made it for my 1st serious boyfriend Adrian..i was just 17 at that time i guess but it's still here, my mom have it framed and displayed.,it has the  "MarRian9" kind of signature at the sides..( Mar - for my name Mary Joy and Rian - for his name Adrian..9 cause i think our anniversary was December 9 )...

So yeah im just saying random thoughts at the moment since im not really in the mood to play games or watch a movie..but well thanks to my old games Yuri's Revenge.,kept me from being super bored this past few days..i remember the old times whenever Adrian fetch me after school then we'll go to a computer cafe and he'll play what i thought was a dumb stupid game RedAlert/Yuri's Revenge..and i'll just sit beside him and wait for him to be finish.,and sometimes he'll just say one more game and u can't just imagine how my face looks like at that time because of rage,LOL!.,but then i realized what if ill just try to enter his world and try to enjoy what he likes instead of being angry at him..so yeah he taught me how to play it..at first we'll always have some petty fights because of it.,cause sometimes he can't help but to shout a lil when he's coaching me and ill get angry and all.,its funny whenever i think of it now.,but then as time goes by i've learned it and loved it! then we started playing against each other.,and then us playing against other teams (mostly guys from my school and from a marine school near us). That's why at that time,we're always on a computer shop.. we made a lot of friends even the owners and staff knows me.,and i always beat my guy classmates.,thanks to Adrian lol.,

From that i realized the importance of being a part of what your partner enjoys.,that's why in my share of relationships im always excited and eager to learn what my boyfriend likes.,it thrills me.,like the language.,his hobbies and stuffs.,but in my case its mostly the kind of music he's into.,with Kyle ( my puppy love) since we're still young at that time we both liked boy band hits..A1, Backstreet Boys, N'sync etc etc..when im with Phijay (my 5yrs relationship)..though its kinda "baduy", but he's into Rap/PinoyRap..i learned how to rap a lil.,when i was with Chad (the sweetest and cutest guy ever)..he introduced me to new songs, he's more into R&B type of music, that's more of my type so yeah i kinda enjoyed our times..and when i was with Gax (my long distance-dancer boyfriend)..so as expected some dance music and because he's from Cebu, ( they got diffirent dialect from us in Manila which is Tagalog..while for them its Cebuanos ) i've learned to like some Cebuano songs and was able to sing it too lol.,eventhough i don't really understand the meaning.,and before i forgot with Gax i was turned into an "EMO" lol.,he liked some emo songs but its cool.,i love them too especially the band Secondhand Serenade..i love all of their songs :) I remember our last day together, we were at the airport im just laying on his lap and he played a lot of our favorite songs knowing it would be our last time together.. and with Luis he introduced me the Freestyle type of music.,and we both like Stevie B! ( he was famous here in the Philippines when i was just 11 yrs old i think,it means Luis was just 5 yrs old at that time! omg im a cradle snatcher lol..Erase erase! lol) i didn't know he knows him too, and of course the Spanish songs! Te Quiro by Flex and Aqui Conmigo are one of my faves.,

I am super into music, i love to listen and sing my heart out whenever im happy or sad.,that's why i noticed that in my past relationships, the relationships that i really enjoyed and had time to really connect with are the ones who's into music as well.,so yeah it's one of my qualifications..and im getting sleepy..so there's my random thought for tonight! ciao!