THIS DAY REALLY SUCKS..

 

im so pissed...super...my 4months old phone aun beyond repair na....kainis....nde q man lng nmalayan na nababasa n pla xa huhuhu..aun dhil manipis xa napsok agad ung board..samsungu600 white..kung kelan mahal q na xa, dahil nde pa nga me nkkaget over sa pagkawala nung nokia qoh last june....haist...now i have to save n nman dahil lang sa phone..(though im using my papa's phone nman now) huhuhuhu..kakaiyak..imbes na may iba me pinag-iipunan mpupunta nman sa phone..god! yearly n ata palit qoh ng phone..ung nokia qoh dati, nabili qoh december,nwala ng june..e2 samsung nbili qoh october,nasira ng January. dahil lng sa isang basong tubig!!! no its working p nman kso e2ng pinagpaausan qoh mukhang ginangster,.pinalitan ata ung board..arrghhh...dami p nman ngagandahan sa phone q na un kc manipis...Joy malas malas u!

VIRTUAL MAKEUP & CONTACTS

Ngbabasa aqoh sa Candymag site last night when i stulbled upon a thread about "Contact Lenses"..i really like the CK 105 although black lang xa kc mgiging parang Anime ung eyes u...and since plan qoh pa lang bumili, ngsearch2x me how it will look like just in case mgcontact lense me..hehehe..kaso wlang black dun sa application n nkita qoh..aun kea sobrang enjoy qoh i started editing lots of pics..! Here are some:

 

 

who's that guy? my crush hehehehe..wla lang..he likes it nman daw kea ginawa nea profile pic:)

MY YEAR 2010

Goodbye 2009!

this would definitely be my year..^_^

MY FAVE FACEBOOK's FRIEND..

some of my friends i chose sa facebook.,mga masisipag mgpost sa wall at mgcomment..some of them are my classmates..cousin's ..boss.,and just simple buddies..glad to have them! anjan ung crush qoh! hehe!

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good boy ka ba sa totoong buhay?

NDE..
nde me goodboy in real life..kc G-I-R-L me..
hahaha..tama b nmang tanong un..nyeks!

ASK ME ANYTHING,KHIT ANO PO..:)

I EAT BOOKS!

Bumalik n nman ang pagka-bookworm qoh..after ilang weeks na nde paghawak ng PSP (mejo sawa sa games kea lage qoh nlng pinapalaro sa mga nephew qoh..)  kso these past few days ayan ginanahan n nman me mgbasa.,kea mega download me ng mga Ebooks ule..and this week nakaka-4 books n qoh..like the above book "ELSEWHERE" and "5 Persons U'll MEET in HEAVEN"..mejo weird kc both novels are about "life after death"..interesting xa..unique ung pagkakasulat ng story..

ive done with "Twilight and NewMoon" kea cnisimulan qoh nren bsahin ang "ECLIPSE" (can't wait sa June2010,showing na xa sa theater!)

a nice book den..super ka-relate me d2..story kc xa ng mejo fat girl na ngpapayat..ugly duckling to swan story xa..

And now e2 line up's ng book n kakadownload q lng and im gonna read it later!

 If u want to download ebooks here is the link:

http://u-find.blogspot.com/search/label/vampires%20story

TUMBLR ACCOUNT

Visit my Tumblr account at :  www.ilovemyfreakingcrazylife.tumblr.com

Reblog...Reblog..Tagged..Tagged..

Yan ang uso now..nde ka daw "in" pag wla kang Facebook, Tumblr at Twitter account....(though i have twitter i dont open it na kc im contented with my FB account na)..that means "Goodbye Friendster! yeah friendster is a thing of the past na..kea nde na qoh ng-a-update ng FS..

So aun tumblr mode me lage..reblog ng reblog..its like a compilation of pics and thoughts lang..kahit nga facebook na-invade n ng tumblr..but of course love qoh pren 2ng blogspot qoh ksi d2 aqoh ngcmula mging "BLOGISTA"..its like my personal diary..un nga lang dati isa lang nkakaalam n2..isa lang nkkbasa but now ngtataka aqoh kc ang dami n ngcocomment..though nde ngleleave sa shoutout qoh meron nman sa post comment box...anyways i dont mind.,thats what blog is..,

 One of the features on my Tumblr  (take note wlang "E" sa tumblr..) is the FormspringME..wherein u can ask question.,kahit ano..and ill answer it..so ig u've got any question in mind..just ask me on this link:

http://www.formspring.me/majho005

Share qoh naren mga reblogs qoh sa Tumblr,.Credits sa original na ngpost..grabe ang thinking..up sa kanila!^^

wahhh emo daw hehehe..galing sa advertisement c manong! haha!

 

IM FEELIN' BLUE...

 (i didnt know i still have diz pic..1st time ng-cam me s knya..wlang pakitaan ng face..)

hayzzz..why ganito..bakit bigla2x yung gnitong feelings...for the past 4months i can say naman n im perfectly happy..sa tagal2x ng panahon after the devastating event last year i know and i felt na nakalimot na qoh tlaga..na naka-move on na qoh..kasi wala n qong hurt na nfi-feel kahit lokohin pa aqoh nila dito sa hauz everytime na may news bout Cebu...wla na reng hurt khit makita qoh old pics nmen..marinig q fave songs nmen..kahit nga video nila sa youtube ok lang kahit mapanood qoh kc wla n weh..khit my bago pa cla pic ng gf nea..lalo na diz December nung dumating c Sasuke..dun q naconfirm n wla n talaga..wla na me care kahit anu pa s knya..

But ewan qoh kagabi nde qoh alam anung dumalaw sken at bgla xa pumasok sa panaginip qoh..andito daw xa Manila.,then i asked him "oo nga pla ilang months na.,bat andito ka pa sa Manila?"..(when in real life lam q nman nkabalik xa sa cebu..)...sabi nea "nde me makauwi,ngka-problema" ...then napaisip daw me,then sabi qoh "mukha mo nakauwi k n sa cebu,nkita qoh kea mga latest pic mo dun,nkasayaw ka pa nga sa groove weh"..then napatawa daw xa..sabi nea "oo bumalik me d2 para seo.." then sabi qoh anu ngyari sa gf nea..ang sabi nea lang .."may pinili xa na iba",.i asked him kung anu ung pinili..pero nde nea nsagot..

Ngising aqoh..then nakatulog ule..

Xa ule..pupunta daw kmi dun sa place n pinupuntahan nmen b4..park un..pero ang dating 1st time plng nmen pupunta dun..sumakay daw kmi ng prang service n bus..pero ngtaka aqoh kc wla xa sa bus..umaandar n ung bus..sobrang alala daw me..kc nde n kmi ule mgkikita or baka nwala n xa d2 s Manila..then pgbaba qoh ng bus..tinuro xa nung isang ate n napagtanungan qoh.."un ba ang boyfriend mo?" ..then nkita qoh xa palapit..nangingiti...naiwan daw xa ng bus..or nauna ata..ewan q magulo...

then cut ule..ngising me ule..

Dinala q daw xa sa hauz nmen..pero iniwan q xa s labasan..ngwait daw xa ng mtagal sken sa labas pero ang tagal qoh bumalik..then paglabas qoh.,ihahatid q n daw xa kanto nmen..my ngyaya ng tagay na neighbor nmen..umupo kmi..my mga gurls na kainuman.,halatang piniflirt xa.,then my pinahiram ung gurl s knya..lighter ata (pero nde nman un ngyoyosi)  nung sinosoli n nea sa gurl..ngulat me inipit nea dun sa short nung gurl..ng-walk out daw me.,then aun hinabol nea me..then sumigaw xa ng "ilove u mama"..pero nde n daw me bumalik.,nde q n daw pinansin kc malayo n me..,then nde q n xa nkita..

22ong nagising na qoh..

aun after that..pgkagising mejo naging busy nman aqoh..kasi lalabas na ang Papa sa hospital..umalis den me bumili ng MP4 para kay papa.,suprise gift na nde nman nging suprise..hehehe...so nde q na naisip ung panaginip q na un..

Kso kanina habang kchat qoh friend q na c Ricky,.pinapayuhan qoh xa bout love..then napa-youtube me..napanood qoh ung video ng "Thinking of You" by Katie Perry..naalala qoh.,dinedicate nea sken to dati nung nde pa kmi ngkikita...aqoh daw naalala nea nung mapanood nea un minsan...ung song kasi about sa isang tao na may ksama xang iba pero ibang tao nsa isip nea...for the long time now qoh lang pinakinggan at pinanood ung video..bigla aqoh nalungkot..nde q alam bakit..

haist,...wla 2..multo lang 2 ng past qoh..im ok na..i should be happy.Hope this wont happen again. Maybe i need a boyfriend n tlga..Phijay was asking "bkit kc nde ka pa mg-bf?"...though i know pag ngka-bf me xa unang-una n masasaktan..sabi qoh "eh nde nman aqoh katulad mo no pulot nlng ng pulot my masabi lang na may gf n bago.."..nttahimik xa after..grabe since we broke up,nde me ngbf..i dont wanna waste time kc sa mga wrong ones..though ung kay Sasuke muntikan nah.,in d end i realize he's not nman pla the right one..false alarm lng..my nanliligaw nman nde qoh gusto..in short wla talaga me magustuhan.,khit crush wla aqoh now..nging sobrang choosy n ata ng heart qoh..hahaha..

ayan im happy na ule..amf sounds n nga lang me..ayaw q na mging emo.,facebook mode..

IN A RUSH by mj_uzumaki

This goes to all my "INLOVE and SAWI buddies"..'me singin.,excuse me for my voice.,wla mgawa weh.,hehe..hope u'll enjoy the song and the video as well,.here's IN A RUSH..specially dedicated to my Papa.,.get well soon po..

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pde b personal n tanong? ask me anything dba? tel me wer it hurts? ms.mymperador...

aww..mejo confusing ang question mo whoever u are.,but ok ill answer it pren.,the answer is MYMP.,haha joke.,"nobody can hurt me without my permission.,so im not hurt at all.,

and ms.mymperador? anu yan bago qong nick.,haha.,tama ba nman un.,

ASK ME ANYTHING,KHIT ANO PO..:)

PAHABOL CELEBS (gimik)

January 2 (Saturday)  tuloy pren ang celebration xempre with my other friends..with Blaire,Ash and Churchille we went to Solutions Bar.,dpat Jan.1 kami gigimik kso sabi qoh wag muna kasi mejo pahinga nman kc kktapos lng ng NewYear inuman..so aun kinabukasan..sinundo me d2 ni Blaire ng mga 8pm..actually its like a "Binyag" for me..ahm how can i say this..d ba ang mga guys pag binibinyagan aside from sa "circumcision"..eh ung iba punta sila sa beerhouse...and sa aming mgfriends.,aqoh ata pinaka-manang..aun we decided to go to a "Gay Bar"..yes korek..its a gay bar...that would be my 1st time..nervous and excited..So we went there mga 11 na kc ngkita pa kmi sa Shaw Blvd..(and again ang mga pics n nman nabura ule sa digi nman ni Blaire.,kainis na ha!)...aun pagkapasok nmen dun,kmi lang ata ang mejo bata2x..shock ang lola mo pgkapasok kc my guy na ngsasayaw.,and almost naked n xa.,as in..towel nlng ata ngtatakip s knya..so aun may mga ngmodel..my mga ngsayaw..nung una mejo stiff pa me sa kinauupuan qoh.,pinagtatawanan nila me..then ng biglang ung isang dancer napansin qoh palapit sken..tumayo agad me at pilit nkikipagpalit ng upuan kay Ash..ayaw ng bruha! kainis.,so aun lumapit ung guy..hala ginilingan b nman me ng ginilingan.,and take note ang suot nea lng is brief ata un.,nde q tiningnan kc.,they're all laughing at me.,then they asked me to make "ipit" ng money sa brief ng guy.,hala mabilisan qoh ginawa.,loka2x mga friends qoh tlga.,then before matapos ang show.,ng-CR kmi ni Churchille.,pagbalik qoh ang cellphone qoh nwawala.,so mega hagilap me sa bag qoh.,kc lam q nsa bulsa qoh lng cp qoh.,sobrang inis n me kc prang wla pakelam mga kasama qoh.,sabi qoh mgwawalkout tlga me sa inis! then naiiyak n me.,kc nga xempre love qoh cp qoh no.,then ngulat me ung guy na sumayaw sken.,lumapit.,nkabihis n xa.,he's cute den nman.,and xempre ganda ng body.,nkipagkilala xa.,kso nga sobrang mainit ulo qoh.,nde qoh ata xa mxado naentertain.,nde qoh nga ntandaan name nea.,aun kinamayan q lang then balik me sa pghahanap ng cell qoh.,and naku ang mga friends qoh plang lakas trip.,tinago lng pla cp qoh.,huhuhuhuh.,! mangiyak-ngiyak me after.,

Pgkatapos dun.,gusto q na umuwi kso mga kasama qoh gusto pa lumipat ng bar sa Malate.,nde n gaybar ha.,so aun ng-Malate pa kmi.,sobrang pagod n me.,6am n kmi nakarating d2 s hauz.,what an experience.,!

 

As for Sasuke,cmula ng New year until now.,3 days n kmi wla contact.,bday na nea tommorow.,bale mamaya.,Jan.4...dpat mg-gift me s knya.,kso naisip qoh wag nlng.,bahala xa,.tsaka mahrap regaluhan un kc nga mas mapera and sosi pa ung guy na un.,Hmm nde q tuloy lam tom if i'll greet him ba.,or sasama me sa gimik nila.,or invited ba qoh.,haist.,so complicated.,

HOLIDAY CELEBS AND GALA

Eow nman! whew! so busy with all the celebration nitong ngdaang Xmas and New year kea e2 now na lang ule me mkapag-update ng aking blog.! its January 4 na now and after a long vacation pasukan na nman mamaya,.haist anyway's here are some of the pics taken nung xmas at new year,. (sadly lahat ng pics nmen nung Xmas party sa office nabura ng kasamhan qoh..wahhhh! kea no remembrance at all amf!

Dec.18,2009 (friday) Nde pumasok c Sasuke but ngkachat nman kmi while nasa hauz xa..then he asked me na sumama kina Kaye sa Starmall kasi mg-bingo sila after ng work..wait nea daw me..not knowing my ngbabasa pala ng convo nmen sa computer.,Haist!  so aun after ng work i went with Ash..nung una nde n sana kmi 22loy kasi nde nmen cla mkita.,so text qoh c Sasuke then after nun lumabas si Sasuke hinahanap kmi..grabe cute nea at that time.,ang bango2x tingnan lolz!..wla lang i like his poloshirt lng..bagay s knya..so aun andun n kmi,.sa kabilang side nea c kaye.,sa kabila aqoh.,na-gets mo ba ang picture?? so awkward!..prang cla n nde mo alam..wla lang.,just a feeling..then aun niloloko me ni Sasuke.,then sabi qoh sandali lang kmi kc aalis den kmi.,dahil my pupuntahan pa kmi nina Ate Marilyn..sa may Meralco Xmas Village..he asked me anu ggwin dun.,chicken chicken.,so aun pgdating ni Ate marilyn iniwan n nmen cla.,

So with Ash and ate marilyn.,we went to Meralco Xmas Village.,sobrang ganda.,my train pa nga,kso nde n nmen naabutan  n umaandar.,ay nde pa pla.,tumambay muna kmi sa Megamall to watch the Fireworks Display.,Super as in sobrang ganda.,i love fireworks p nman.,syang wla me ksama special someone mas sweet un.,

 

prang lalake c Ash nu? hehe!

me with ate marilyn

 

c sasuke while ngbingo..serious mode.. kuha ni ate Marilyn

Dec.23,2009  (wednesday) Xmas party! 7:00 and im still with my friend Ash,namili pa qoh ng pangexchange gift qoh sa aking nabunot ,si Erickson,.ang hirap pla mamili ng gift for a guy..dapat pla ngstick nlng me sa una qoh nbunot..dumaan muna kmi Starmall to buy perfume for myself..at that time ngtetext na si Sasuke,asking where na me..nasa taxi n daw xa at on d way na...so pgdating nmen sa office ni Ash,andun n cla lhat...ayun c Sasuke ewan q dun..he gave me a small giveaway n my name qoh..thanks..

After ng picturan (na na-erase nman) at exchange gifts at kainan (nde me mxado nakakain kc wla me gana pag mxado marami fudz) ..aun kanya2x ng gimik ang mgtrotropa.,xempre sa mga kabatch qoh me ako sumama.,So with Sasuke,Ash,Marvien,Kaye,Victor and Drake we went to Metrowalk..kasi ung iba sa Cowboy Grill sila pumunta..aun as expected sunod2x gimikan dun.,so we settled sa Banana Republic kc ang ganda ng view parang overlooking..Yeah ang ganda ng mga pics nmen dhil sobrang saya and ganda ng ameng inuman at bonding BUT AGAIN nabura ang mga pics sa digicam ni kaye..AMF!

 

kaisa-isang pic n natira sa phone qoh pah..me and Ash sa Starmal..asar!

 

So nawla  nga lhat ng pics ng Xmas,.all i have is my pics nung Dec.25 na.,hangover mode hahaha.,kc after nmen mgsimba nina Papa nung Xmas Eve (tinext me and he called me up after nmen lumabas ng church.,wahh kilig) aun ngkaron ng konting celeb with my cousins..aun inom sa labas.,kso nipapasok agad me ni Papa kc my kumakausap skeng guy na neighbor nmen.,natutuwa lang daw kc xa kc nde nea akalain makakainuman nea me.,lolz.,ginawa n nman me bata ni Papa.,amf! so paggising hangover,dun q nlaman na ang allergy qoh pala ay sa D'Bar na alak..kc nung pumunta kmi Subic un ung ininom nmen.,aun mega rashes n nman ang lola u..pagkagising ng 25,aun nkipagkulitan lng me kina ate Ann and sa nephew qoh.

 

Dec.26 (Saturday) konti lang kmi pumasok..aun niyaya me ni Sasuke mg-eat..kso jusko pra qong my kasamang pipi..makulit xa pero most of the time serious kc xa..as in weird.,lolz.,aun mejo nabore me.,but i still like him..kso weird weh..maaga pa xa umuwi..then mejo my konting arugument..ok i must admit S.O kmi..but  mejo magulo pren kc we barely see each other kundi sa office lng.,Secret lang kc dami mgrereact..and we hate gossips.,kaso un nga lang.,mas malaki ung negative effect between us..So i decided to end it up..i told him we should stay as friends.,nde nman xa ngreply after..

Dec.27 (Sunday) no text from him,,off nmen..kahit aqoh nde ren ngtext

Dec.28 (Monday) nde paren me pumasok..kc 1st: inasikaso qoh pc qoh kc nghanap me mgrereformat..2nd..i dont wanna see him kc nde qoh lam mafi-feel qoh pag nkita qoh xa..so id rather stay home..but nagulat me mga 5pm,ngring fone qoh..npindot qoh ung AccePt kagad kc ngtetext me at that time..its HIM..shock ang lola u..aun he's asking why nde me pumasok and if galit ba me s knya..then i told him "nabasa u nman text qoh d ba??!"  sabi nea,nde daw..gosh..kung anu pa ung mhalaga qong text un pa nde nea nreceive.,i dont know if 22o or what..

Dec.29 (Tuesday) pumasok n me..and he's saying na im suplada n nman daw..mejo malau ung station qoh s knya at that time.,and khit tamad me mg-eat sa office.,sumama me kina Drake bumili ng foods sa McDo pra lng nde kmi mgkasabay ni Sasuke..so un focus lang me sa work at that time hanggang gabihin n kmi.,aun as usual sabay n nman cla ni Kaye uuwi..deadma na lng me..then tinwag nea me.,mg-out n daw kmi.,sabi qoh "bakit? wla aman me ggwin s hauz.." then nakailang sabi xa na uwi n daw kmi..mejo nttarayan qoh ata..aun umalis nren with Kaye! kainis...i texted him after saying na "gusto qoh tlaga xa mkausap.,kso naunahan me ng inis s knya..then ngset me n mg-usap kmi kinabukasan after work..he said "Ok"

Dec.30(Wednesday) last day ule ng work nmen kc January 4 na ule balik..pagkagising qoh,naisip qoh prang mali ata na aq ng-initiate n mgusap kmi.,kea i texted him and binawi qoh ung usapan nmen.,then inulit qoh ung cnabi qoh before sa text na nde nea nreceive na we should stop it na.,kasi wla ren nman ngyayari.,we're better off as friends.,no reply from him n nman...so pumasok n me.,mejo late me..mejo sad den kc absent xa..haist! then nagulat me ngtext xa asking if pumasok b me.,gising daw kc xa all night kea nde xa nkapasok.,busy..Mejo aun wla me sa mood umuwi ng maaga ng day n un kea dumerecho me sa Tutuban ng gabi na.,bili damit..aun kung anu2x..mga 11pm me dumating s hauz.,ngtext xa "Musta"..reply me kso nde xa textback..pagonline qoh sa Ym.,buzz nea me.,aun nangumusta ule.,nde n nman pla ata nreceive text qoh..aun mejo ngkaopenan konti.,konting argument.,then aun cnabi q na gusto q mngyari.,kakatawa lang kc aqoh pa daw ang magulo..nyeks! so aun ngtapos ang usapan nmen sa "K"..means we're through,its over and we're not Ok.,kkatawa kc tinapos qoh na in d 1st place wla pa ngang kami tlga..haha..mejo sad me at that time..

Dec.31(Thursday) Bisperas ng New year..mejo maganda ang gising qoh and nde q mxado nafeel ung sadness..though i didnt expect it,he greeted me sa facebook ng happy new year..reply qoh lng "Same to u.."..suplada effect..wla kc me masabi..then aun nung NewYears eve na.,asar me kc nde me nakapagsimba.,wla me makasama dahil takot sa putukan...Masaya den nman kc ngkainuman ule kmi ng mga cousins qoh and friends s tapat ng hauz..Sasuke even texted me and greet me happy new year ule.,nde me ngreply na.,nilabanan q tlga ung urge to text him..

 

 

 

 inabot kami ng 6am sa inuman..haha..aun mejo nmula n me sa allergy ule..