Friday, December 24, 2010

Luis and my new pup Sachi

hi! last Sunday, November 14, i bought a new puppy.,Saint Bernard crossbreed xa.,i named her "Christmas" (cause christmas is my fave celebration.,) but then i changed it to Sachi cause sabi ni mama palitan daw...ehehe...omg sobrang gastos.,sa dog food.,sa vitamins and pa-check up...haist.....kakapang-hinayang.,mahal ng pgkabili pati maintennance mahal den hehe.,but i love my puppy so ok lng.,at 1st mejo ng-worry me ksi matamlay at 3 days nde kumakain.,but now im glad kc super kulit na nea.,un nga lang sumobra ang kulit.,huhuhu.,lage nanghaharot...:(

and now its November 23.,now q lng naalala n my account pla q d2 so aun.,natuwa me n mbasa ung mga old entries q.,kay aaron pa pla me baliw nun hahhaha.,i skipped the part when me and Luis were together.,sayang ,,dami q ren kalokahan at that time.,but anyways ive moved on and happy now..! im planning to apply for work sa abroad.,bale sa Dec 7, appointment sched qoh for passport.,i can't wait.,im so excited.,:) 

bale now kkrating q lng from UST.,ngpa-check up me sa derma kc my rashes me.,huhuhuhu..,now mejo phirapan na kung ano pede gmitin.,sayang kc kkbili q lng ng tomato soap q.,but now they advised me to use Cetaphil instead.,haisst..,so un lng.,laro muna me.,babayooo!

Friday, October 29, 2010


i totally can relate to the lyrics of this song..although i kinda mixed up the lyrics from two sources..made this AMV last month, just uploaded it just now cause im feeling ok watching it.. no more pain :)
hope you'll like it guys!

its a compilation of some love animes i enjoyed and could have enjoy.,keke

credit goes to the owner of the clips and music that i used..sossli and mwm..

the last video i made i think...made it last September 11, qoh lang na-post kc mejo naging tamad aqoh mgpost here sa blog qoh...this was the time when im still recovering from my ex  (Luis) break! emo...but now im ok so yeah here's "Because I'm a Girl by Kiss ^_^

Friday, October 8, 2010

RANDOM THOUGHTS..Bored...No Internet

Well its one of my boring nights..nothing to do but just stare in front of my pc...i just had my cross stitch moments a while ago while watching boxing with my papa..its a cute cherub and quite big, can't wait till its done! it's super cute, my late aunt had the same cherub cross stitch but she gave it out to someone who gave her a computer..well its a fair would be a nice gift too.,i've made quite a few designs before but wasn't really able to finish it..i made a big "anime" one, it's Dennis from Yu-yu Hakusho's Ghost Fighter..( i still have a few of my Ghostfighter cards,i have it for like 15 yrs now ^_^ i put it on an album )since he's my ultimate crush at that time lol.,but yeah my mom gave it out, cause one of our guy neighbors really liked it.,and i was so mad when i found out.,and yeah my first cross stitch was Pooh..and 2 bears with "iloveu" design at the sides..made it for my 1st serious boyfriend Adrian..i was just 17 at that time i guess but it's still here, my mom have it framed and displayed.,it has the  "MarRian9" kind of signature at the sides..( Mar - for my name Mary Joy and Rian - for his name Adrian..9 cause i think our anniversary was December 9 )...

So yeah im just saying random thoughts at the moment since im not really in the mood to play games or watch a movie..but well thanks to my old games Yuri's Revenge.,kept me from being super bored this past few days..i remember the old times whenever Adrian fetch me after school then we'll go to a computer cafe and he'll play what i thought was a dumb stupid game RedAlert/Yuri's Revenge..and i'll just sit beside him and wait for him to be finish.,and sometimes he'll just say one more game and u can't just imagine how my face looks like at that time because of rage,LOL!.,but then i realized what if ill just try to enter his world and try to enjoy what he likes instead of being angry at yeah he taught me how to play first we'll always have some petty fights because of it.,cause sometimes he can't help but to shout a lil when he's coaching me and ill get angry and all.,its funny whenever i think of it now.,but then as time goes by i've learned it and loved it! then we started playing against each other.,and then us playing against other teams (mostly guys from my school and from a marine school near us). That's why at that time,we're always on a computer shop.. we made a lot of friends even the owners and staff knows me.,and i always beat my guy classmates.,thanks to Adrian lol.,

From that i realized the importance of being a part of what your partner enjoys.,that's why in my share of relationships im always excited and eager to learn what my boyfriend likes.,it thrills me.,like the language.,his hobbies and stuffs.,but in my case its mostly the kind of music he's into.,with Kyle ( my puppy love) since we're still young at that time we both liked boy band hits..A1, Backstreet Boys, N'sync etc etc..when im with Phijay (my 5yrs relationship)..though its kinda "baduy", but he's into Rap/PinoyRap..i learned how to rap a lil.,when i was with Chad (the sweetest and cutest guy ever)..he introduced me to new songs, he's more into R&B type of music, that's more of my type so yeah i kinda enjoyed our times..and when i was with Gax (my long distance-dancer boyfriend) as expected some dance music and because he's from Cebu, ( they got diffirent dialect from us in Manila which is Tagalog..while for them its Cebuanos ) i've learned to like some Cebuano songs and was able to sing it too lol.,eventhough i don't really understand the meaning.,and before i forgot with Gax i was turned into an "EMO" lol.,he liked some emo songs but its cool.,i love them too especially the band Secondhand Serenade..i love all of their songs :) I remember our last day together, we were at the airport im just laying on his lap and he played a lot of our favorite songs knowing it would be our last time together.. and with Luis he introduced me the Freestyle type of music.,and we both like Stevie B! ( he was famous here in the Philippines when i was just 11 yrs old i think,it means Luis was just 5 yrs old at that time! omg im a cradle snatcher lol..Erase erase! lol) i didn't know he knows him too, and of course the Spanish songs! Te Quiro by Flex and Aqui Conmigo are one of my faves.,

I am super into music, i love to listen and sing my heart out whenever im happy or sad.,that's why i noticed that in my past relationships, the relationships that i really enjoyed and had time to really connect with are the ones who's into music as well.,so yeah it's one of my qualifications..and im getting there's my random thought for tonight! ciao!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

What things you wish you'd never done

NONE.,It’s all in the past., So there’s no use regretting and wishing I had never done ‘it’ or whatever.., Because that’s all a part of me now, and it’s something that I have to accept whether it was entirely a bad choice or what


Thursday, July 15, 2010

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Fallin in Love by MJ_Uzumaki

made this amv as a tribute to all Final Fantasy addicts like me..♥

Wednesday, June 30, 2010


i said i wont cry remember.,but when i saw this video that he dedicated to me.,i cant help but cry.,i was touch and hurt at the same time.,:(

Sunday, June 27, 2010

What's your love story?

another love a simple girl with a complicated lovelife.,sobra..ive been into a long relationship (almost 5yrs) and i thought he'll be the one for me.,but i just woke up one day that im not inlove i cant see myself sharing my life with him till i get old..why? he's a good guy but wasnt good enough or maybe too good for me..he got the money but still immature bout a lot of things..i need a man, not a kid..then i realize it doesnt matter how long u guys been together.,its the dedication, love, loyalty and companionship that matters.,ive hurt him i know and im sorry (u know who u are..) and i hope uve found the right girl for u.,ur new one :) and with all honesty im really really happy 4 u.,thanks for the love:)

then after that..i decided to be single for a while..what a nice feeling..i had fun with my friends! as in super!! mallin, clubbin .,no heartaches, more money LOL! ( but yeah more money hahaha :)) though it gets lonely sometimes i dont want to be wrong happy with my friends and family so that's enough for me..but then i met a guy from a far away shrek lol ....and yeah wrong one again..but ive moved on and its cool cause

WAIT im gonna watch anime first lol..someone's bugging be continued!!!


Friday, June 25, 2010

will you be a cool mom or a strict mom in the future?

hahaha this is a strange question lol..but ok..since i want to have a baby boy as a 1st child in the future.I think i have to be strict but just have to be loving and encouraging at the same time. I think that’s the key. I guess I don’t want him to be too entitled, so we’ll definitely try to keep him down to earth, and be strict with him but also be loving and encouraging, like I said. That’s the main thing that I see as important right now. I mean, not yet - I think six months is when you start… For six months, if the baby cries and needs something you have to give it to him, but I think after that then you have to kinda start showing him, I dunno, how to be a good dude..and no i wont be havinng a kid 1year from now! LOL..wag nman po muna hehe :P


Friday, June 4, 2010


I hate how unfair life is.
I said I’m not going to fall, but I did. He was just so sweet, caring, and true to himself. He wouldn’t boast around, he knows how to start a good conversation. His honesty wasn’t a question either. He’s not afraid to tell me what he thinks, to share who he is, and to show me what he can do. But at the same time, his honesty tore me apart...i mean can he really be true..?

Monday, May 24, 2010


after my practicum.,if hinde me work here sa Pinas.,hopefully i can go somewhere else.,i prefer somewhere cold sana kc mamatay me sa heat..kso its much easier to travel in middle east countries so ill start there.,haiissttt if P5.00 lang ang pamasahe ppunta ibang bansa baka nalibot qoh na buong mundo.,hehehhe! i want to see 'SnoW'.,its my dream.,and even go to Disneyland.,right now after meeting Aaron im more interested to meet guys from other countries.,cause we'll have a lot of things to talk about cause we've got a lot of diffirences,.its not bout the money.,i can marry a poor guy in the US as long as he'll give me cute babies! LOL.,in my observation mixed blood babies are the cutest!
Hello World!  watch out for me :)


Its my Papa and niece's birthday..actually yesterday cause its past 3am now.,after the celebration i went upstairs..wala lang.,sakit kc ulo qoh dahil sa sobrang INIT!! soooo hot!! but then while i was eating ,im watching Pinoy Big Brother.,i switched to channel 
11 (QTV)..there's a movie,.and dahil wla me interest sa movies binalik qoh sa PBB.,nowadays kasi ilang beses n qoh nanonood online pero nde q matapos2x kc its either im chatting or ngbrowse.,then ill lose interest sa pinapanood qoh.,i prefer watching a movie on tv or cinema kc wla mxadong istorbo.,i missed watching TV kc im always on my pc.,haist!
Anyways, so un nga i dont know why pero i decided na ibalik sa QTV, i thought the film was kinda boring but i was wrong.,ah yeah i forgot the titlle is,"Mr.Winterbourne"..its about a movie bout an eighteen-year-old Connie Doyle an expectant mother with no money and an uncertain future. In a screwball case of mistaken identity, a grieving Mrs. Winterbourne takes the girl to live with her in the stately Winterbourne mansion, believing she is the wife of her deceased son..(ok i just copy-pasted that part..hehe..thanks to google..^_^.)
Napaisip me talaga on the 1st part of the movie.,kc yung girl after she got pregnant by a someone who turned out to be a "BIG JERK".,aun nagpakalat2x money, no house, no one to support her and her baby.,just because of being too naive, and a lil stupid.(,though on the last part she got married with a super hot and rich guy).. i still dont want it to happen to me.,thats when i realized that id rather be an old maid and be alone than to be on that kind of situation.,i know it would be lonely but nah i can manage being alone than having a guy like that asshole.,soooooo now i promised myself that i won't ever make a mistake again..and if i'ill ever be in a relationship,that guy should really earn my trust 1st..or i won't setlle.
anyways,u should watch it guys.Plus my crush Brendan Fraser is the lead actor!
After the Bucket List, im glad i was able to finish this movie.,soooooooo sweet!~

Friday, May 21, 2010

i just finished reading this book.."The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky.As much as people say it, this really is one of my favorite books of all time.MTV promoted it, it got a lot of press, so many people shun it and say it is overrated. I disagree... it seemed like a quick read, and I wanted to see what all the fuss was about. .!
Main character Charlie is loveable from the first sentence out of his mouth...There are endless quoteable quotes in this book that had me folding the page over so I could write them down later..,Charlie has an honest innocence to him yet such an intense depth and intelligent mind that he is quite the multifaceted character. 
I would recommend this book to every teenage boy and girl I knew. While Charlie isn't exactly a excellent role model, he does show that being different is O.K. and that friends come in all kinds of stay true to yourself. These things matter..

"So this is my life..and i want u to know that i am both happy and sad.,and im still trying to figure how it could be.."
"We accept the love we think we deserves.."
"Because its ok to feel things and be who u are about them.,I was really there and that was enough to make me feel infinite..I FEEL INIFINITE..

"I don't want to start thinking again. not like i have this last week..I can't think again..Not ever again..I don't know if u've ever felt like that.,that u wanted to sleep for thousand years..or just not exist. or just not be aware that u exist..,or something like that.,i think wanting that is very morbid.,but i want it when i get like this.,That's why im trying not to think.,I just want it all to stop spinning.."
"Sometimes people use thought to not participate in life."
"I would die for you, but i won't live for u"
"If somebody likes me,I want them to like the real me, not what they think i am.. and i don't want them to carry it around inside.,i want them to show me,so i can feel that it too.."
"I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things.,And we can try to feel okay about them..(remember that we can always choose where we will go from here..and that is what matters..)

do u like one night stands?

ash its U!! no i don't.! i know u do! hahaha



hello? hahah nice



kulitan mode with my nephew..wearing the "window shades"..heheh! mukha kasing bintana weh..hahaha! try qoh lng..i wont ever wear them outside..kakahiya lolz!


Thursday, May 20, 2010


After a devastating week, i decided to cut my hair for real.! lol..para mawala lng lhat ng "MALAS" from my past..hehe! new life, new hair!..
every 2 months naman kasi ngppagupit aqoh un nga lang trim2x lang so nde ren halata na ngpagupit me..but now i cut it short just to see a lil diffirence..Plus sobrang INIT!! sa bansa nten because of summer.,arrghhhh.,di bale ng nde bagay sken bsta wag lang mainitan haha!
Kea im looking forward to my bday this coming June5 kasi before tuwing bday qoh dala-dalawa ang bagyo ok lng! pero wag nman sana maulit ang Ondoy ha..!

Monday, May 17, 2010

LUCKY (my duet)

This is me having a duet with a guy on Youtube (mesa1469) LOL..its Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Cailat..
credit goes to mesa1469..thanks:)

and yeah im singin cause half of my problem was solve! yay.,im sooo happy:)

d2 ko nkita ang nakakaaliw mong personality..harhar.. twing klan k b online? sana mkchat kta minsan...

harhar??? sounds familiar always online nman sa gavi..mga 10pm..i gave u my YM don sa blog qoh poh.,nkakaaliw b personality qoh d2 sa formspring??? LoL.,thanks.,i try.,just hit me back on my blog or my YM.,i do have a facebook,.same email.,mamatz Don ayt!


Sunday, May 16, 2010

do u consider ur self as a tru friend?? and y??

I know im a true friend to those who are true to me., but i choose to allow my actions speak as my witness on that..,all i know is that im a forgiving friend.,ayt!


Saturday, May 15, 2010

Staying Positive

gosh toooooooo many stressed out!...but i know it'll all be glad made a few friends whom i can really rely on.,specially Ate Abby.,she's a Muslim and ive learned a lot from her.:) its been a busy week for me.,school and election.,good thing is i always sleep at 10pm lol.,and ive met new people.,and well old highschool friend who i just noticed just now.,Last election we're always laughing and others think we're an item and for me its nothing.,i just really like his sunny personality.,and i can be like a tomboy and at the same time a lady when he's around.,and he said he didnt know im that cool to be with.,hahaha.,i missed that day..but take note: he's just a friend.don't wanna mess up with other girl's guy.NOT AGAIN!
im so lazy to make some entries here so im just on tumblr.,para mgreblog nlng.,and cause im so stress.,i forgot all bout the AJ 1st i felt bad..after our last convo when i told him "i hate him for being a jerk" .,i felt bad cause he used to be nice and i just thought maybe he's just having problems.,and i used to be the one who listens to him.,and im being so sensitive.,so then i decided i should talk and say sorry  but LOL.,good heavens.,i decided to log in to MySpace.,but i accidentaly click the suggested link below the browser.,it turned out its his profile on MySpace pala.,! nasa history qoh..aun then i've read his Status update.,and he said something like "waiting for my girl:)"..and "i heart u:)"....then i said to myself "oh i see,,thats the reason he changed.,"...oh well! then after that i just learned to forget! and its strange cause i didnt feel any sign of jealousy. and im glad in just a day or so im ok now.,i dont wanna lie,i miss our happy chats every once in a while, but i stopped reading it na on my archive..even our 1st chat..she has a girl now but doesnt mean i have to lol.,im enjoying my life now and i dont wanna waste my time and this time around i need to be soooo picky so i wont be wrong again:)
so this afternoon,ill be facing my major problem as of today and hope it'll be ok..if it ends well then i would be very happy!! my birthday is coming so i hope that would be my gift.. ill be with ate abby later! WISH ME LUCK!

Friday, May 14, 2010


its almost 6am and im craving for HALO-HALO…arrrrghhhh…im gonna eat out! Chowking here i come!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

thanks for the answer,ang bilis. one more question, what do you look for in a guy? curious lang hehehehe...maybe i can apply...

aww i already answer this..but what ive said..,the guy needs to be a gentleman.,have sense,knows how to laugh.,knows how to treat a girl well..i hate JERKS!...responsible..and sweet..loves music or any form of art..gosh it'll take me hours to think haha..but to make it simple.,i just need a ONE NICE GUY.! asshole can go to! and pls nde me company .,why do u need to apply..haha..i dont even know u kung cnu u...pasaway:)


Thursday, April 15, 2010


my sleeping schedule is so fucked, its not even funny anymore..>:-(

Sunday, April 11, 2010


most of the time,anyway....

ngpost me sa facebook nung mga nkraang days n im glad may mg concern nman pla..hehe..its just that nde daw bagay saken sabi nung dati qong crush...i asked myself tuloy."my binabagayan n pla ang pagiging mlungkot now??"..hehe..nde nman pla..masayahin daw kc me n tao kea nde xa sanay n sad me....hmmmmm..ok im not sad na..i mean not that much..heheh..and im kinda happy kc by next2x week ill be busy n ule..yeah need to finish my penalty sa soo excited khit mejo matitigil n sa work.,after that 'hello banker?"

Mjay Uzumaki

Mjay Uzumaki i feel sad................................♥♥♥

April 6 at 8:11pm  ·  · 
Liza Borromeo
Liza Borromeo
y my friend?
April 6 at 8:12pm · 
Ramirez Xandra
Ramirez Xandra
bakit joy??????dont be sad girl
April 6 at 8:15pm · 
Ham Agas
Ham Agas
nkit k nmn sad? is der anything dat i can do ms. mj?
^_^ jst 2 make u smile..
April 6 at 10:06pm · 
Mjay Uzumaki
Mjay Uzumaki
@mommy liz weird po kc

@sandra ngmana n ata me seo...promise..same situation

@ham kol me nlng if nsa manila u.,nwla u kgabi kea..:(
April 6 at 10:45pm · 
Jonathan Cuadra
Jonathan Cuadra
bkt po? ndi bagay..xD
April 7 at 1:08am · 
Sherly Cruz
Sherly Cruz
bkit ka aman sad?...
April 7 at 1:11am · 
Mjay Uzumaki
Mjay Uzumaki
@jon y nde bgay?? my binabagayan ba...wahhh....feeling q 2loy clown me :(

@sherly haist gurl...sbhin q seo sa sat...huhuh
April 7 at 1:15am · 
Jonathan Cuadra
Jonathan Cuadra
hehe,. ndi naman.. jolly ka kc e.. peo f may prob ndi tlga maiwasan ma sad e..
April 7 at 1:17am · 

cguro kea Mary JOY pinangalan sken kc i should be happy and bring happiness "DaW"..chicken!

Friday, April 9, 2010

CrAZy bOOth

nde daw bgay sken sad..hehehe
avatar lol..alien!

Thursday, April 8, 2010