LIES HE TOLD

Rewind..rewind..

Umiral n naman ang pagka-eraser freak qoh..and im exploring my pc for images,programs or txt files na nde nman kaylangan.,

delete..delete..delete...

and then may isang file ang title ay "troublemaker".,.i got curious kc nde q n matandaan kung ano un sa daming laman ng folder qoh (i put all my files in one folder pra pag ngreformat isang copy/paste nlng..) So i opened the "troublemaker" file and  i was suprised .,i dont know why i even saved it pa.,lines i copied and paste galing sa blog ng friend ng gf ni naruto..(gulo ba?) 

ok to make it simple..c naruto my gf..and ang gf nea my friend n girl and my blog ung girl n un.,and this is what she wrote on her blog:

Hahaizt..I have a friend, nag break sila ng long time bf niya. They have been together, lets just say, for a very long time. Maybe they started to move on and they're trying to forget each other, but i dont think so they can. Hmmm lets see, only time can tell. If i know magkakabalikan ang dalawang yun, coz i know how they loved each other before. And marami kami na witness. harhar.

I do believe that this is just another trials in their relationship.

Pero nakaka relate talaga ako sa kanya. Kasi di masyado kalayuan ang situation nila ngayon at sa prob ng lovelife ko nuon. hehe. Yah you're right girl. alam na ngang may love yung tao, nagpapaloko pa rin. At the end of the day, they get hurt. At sila pang may ganang mang-away huh. The nerve! They were given a chance na nga. lolz. (Kaya,for them,think twice before you do an action, and choose the right person for you.) And girl (you know who you are) wag mo nang patulan. (pasadi kung gi away ka niya.) Don't worry we're just here for you. (kung magkinaunsa.harhar) That's what friends are for.

clue: 8 years na sila (harhar)

actually everything was okay naman n sken.,matagal qoh na na-accept that we're not meant for each other and i admit that mali aqoh na nkipag-commit aqoh sa guy na nde na free.,(my gf ,nde asawa..) maybe i was just longing to be free at that time.,and i thought he's my escape.,well like what ive said in a way im happy that it happened kc if nde ngyari un bka until now nakakulong pren me sa isang 5yrs na relationship na nde n qoh msaya.,and im TOTALLY over it. as in.,and i made a promise to myself that i wont get involve with a guy na may gf kahit ano pang sbihin ng guy.,i dont care.,

But darn! nung mabasa qoh 2 ule.,prang bumalik lahat ng galit qoh.,not because of what happened.,but kung anu ung maling info..as far as i can remember...(nde qoh na 2 ikinuwento kay Naruto noon sa sobrang hurt at galit q at dat time..)nung andito pa c Naruto sa Manila, and she texted him,begging na bumalik n c Naruto..ang tanda qoh pa sa text nea is "dy uwi na"...like na-realize nea n daw ang mali nea..and she wants naruto back,.

And me..i was caught off guard kc ngpalit kami SIM ni naruto..and now ngtext ang girl s knya...lasing pa..ahmm kapoy? pagod? or whatever.,so i decided to pretend na aqoh c Naruto and i even console and told her na wag uminom kasi im not used to it na umiinom xa..(ok c Naruto nga aqoh kunyari) and she even said na "ok ikaw na ang big brother qoh from now on.."..Dumating den sa point na ngkatext kmi sa number qoh,and then we found out the lies na pinaniwala smen ni naruto..and she even said na "malamang daw nauubos na money qoh because of Naruto.,and she's mad kc kea pla ngpa-rebond ng hair c Naruto,is because my pupuntahan sa Manila,and she even payed for it..Naisip qoh.."gnun ba c Naruto?..",,i never thought of him that way kc if my money nman xa, niloloadan nea me.,though maliit n bagay lang un,na-appreciate q ren un.,after that nde na qoh ngrereply at bka humaba pa.,

And then dumating ang last days...and Naruto told me na he wants to go back to Cebu..but wala daw xa pipiliin sa aming dalawa.,but then sa bandang huli nalaman qoh how he freaked out ng malaman nea na that the girl was dating someone else.,i was like "o-oh mukhang nagamit me ah.."...hello im only human kaya i got mad at him and texted him words na msasakit .,but pls nde me ngmumura.,im not that kind of person.,i told him that i was soo mad at him and mgsama cla ng gf nea magulo ang utak,pati me nadamay kc magulo ang relasyon nila.,(awww kabisado q p pla..) 

Then nagulat nlng me ng mgtext ang gf nea..at pinagmumura me.,WTH! but still alam qoh na this wont happen den nman if i didnt allow it na mngyari in d 1st place,so nde me ngreply and i just forwarded the txt message to Naruto and i told him na im not palengkera.,and never qoh inaway or tinext ang gf nea ng bad and bakit now she's accusing me of ng-aaway..that's why ng matapos ang lahat and after qoh xa samahan sa airport kahit alam qoh na nde nman n dapat after ng pingggagwa nea.,and the girl was like making friends pa.,awww im not in d mood makipag-plastikan at that time.,kea i was just ignoring it nlng.,

So this blog entry,.mejo nag-init lang ulo qoh kc it was like aqoh pa ang nang-away daw??...Haist lies lies lies.,I wont EVER get into a relationship with a guy na magulo ang utak tlga.,

But come to think of it.,its over and done.,ive made my BIG mistake and arrrghhh wag nlng pa-apekto sa isang lumang blog entry..,i was wrong and i deserve it.,

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